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03/03/04.....Every girl I end up liking leaves me.

I wrote on this site just yesterday about a girl I met that spent the night over here with me. As I said before, Lonnie is a very passionate and affectionate female and we really bonded when she came over here the other night...But then I talked to her on the phone the next evening and she tells me that she might move back to Georgia at the end of the following week...I asked her why she didn't tell me she was planning on moving before she came over my house and shared all of that passion with me. She said that she can't get a job in the city that we live in due to the economy, the VERY low un-livable wages that the jobs do pay, and the boring nothingness of our city has forced her to move back to Georgia...

Lonnie is trained in nursing assistance but since she has some felonies for drug sales and possession in her past, there isn't a nursing facility that will touch her now...And since her conviction was in drugs, she can't work with old people or with children or with medicine of any kind..So that basically means that she can't be a nurses aid around here...Her uncle owns some property and some businesses in Georgia (so she says) and he called her and asked her to move back to Georgia and he would help her out. I was disappointed that she was going to leave and I told her that she should have known SOMETHING before she came over to my house during the previous night...

I knew that she didn't like where we lived and that she wanted to go back to Georgia but she never said that it could be so soon....I told her that even though I was pissed, that she should follow her opportunities to advance life for herself and for her children and that neither my opinion nor any other Negro's opinion should really matter to her. A real friend wouldn't hinder someone from realizing their dream just for their own selfish reasons...But since I was still pissed off at her, I just told her that I didn't have anything else to say to her and good luck and then I hung up the phone..

She called me a few minutes later and said that she wanted to come over and spend the night with me. Even though I was hesitant, I truly can't resist the girl so I said she could come. We talked very late that night in the first place so she didn't get to my house until one in the morning. As soon as she got here, we sat on the couch and rubbed each other for a little bit and then she straddled me (with our clothes on), buried her face in my neck and kissed on me until she fell asleep on top of me. I carried the girl upstairs and we got naked and lied down. I held the girl in my arms and she fell asleep again immediately. I couldn't sleep too well so I spent a lot of the night looking at her sleep while I rubbed my hands slowly over her body. I love how smooth it is and I can't keep my hands off of her. I just rubbed her stomach, massaged her breasts, and felt on her thighs and ass and stroked her crotch while she slept...

We woke up later that morning and I couldn't help it...I had to sink the salami...I didn't last long though because I couldn't stay hard. I didn't care though since she's seen a few of the pr0n videos I produce so she knows that my piece is functional. I just wasn't feeling it like that this morning....It didn't matter though because she was still happy.

Then we came downstairs and she helped me clean up the kitchen...I'm telling you that my kitchen was WRECKED. Every dish was dirty and every fork, knife, spoon, and cup was dirty. She turned on the radio and went to work on my kitchen with the comet to scrub down my dirty ass cruddy caked up counters and she washed every damm dish in the sink. Then I cooked us some breakfast with some scrambled eggs and some of that good "apple cured bacon" that I love so much...We ate it at the dining room table and then we finished off our blunt of weed...

She then said that she wanted to move in with me....I told her to hell with that and she should move back to Georgia and get paid. She then said that she might not leave as soon as she said because it depends on what her uncle said to her on that Friday...And she also kept hinting that she may suspend her move to Georgia if she could have a relationship with me....

Then I started thinking....I was thinking that maybe the girl wasn't going back to Georgia next week and was just telling me that to test how I felt about her. She had gotten mad because I was hanging with my best female plutonic friend earlier that evening and I called Lonnie to help me go buy some more weed so me and Stacy could keep kicking it...I could tell on the phone that Lonnie didn't like what she was hearing but I've told her that me and Stacy are just friends and I was going to have her come to the house while Stacy was there so that we could ALL get high together...She was saying that she thought that I was in a relationship with Stacy and that I was holding something back on her. I told her that I have no reason to lie to the girl. The only s3x I was having was on video and she was free to watch every one of them.

Once she realized that she couldn't call my bluff, she started softening up about wanting to stay in our city and be with me and move in with me and all of that shyt. So what I think that the whole thing was nothing more than a test that I seemed to have passed with her.

I would like to have her move in with me because she would make me very happy but I'm not trying to house and clothe and feed her five children. That's just too much..I have two children myself and I couldn't see buying stuff for my kids AND hers and you know that it would have to happen if her and her kids lived with me. I would be the de facto father of them and my wallet would look like swiss cheese with water flowing through it. It's just too big of a responsibility for me...Now if she decides to leave the kids with her mama and live with me like she did when she went to Georgia before, I might consider it...Her kids can visit but I don't want to experience the life of having all of my kool-aid drank up by kids that I didn't even make. I don't think I'm enough of a saint for that.

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